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not much today.. LITERALLY NOTHING INTERESTING HAPPENED TODAY. OKAY WELL.. except. I'm gonna have to get a.. j..j.j.j...JOB... A J*B...AHHH AHHHH.. basically my grandmas abt to die and the money we get for being her liscenced caretakers is gonna be gone with that. so that's insane sht. so i'm gonna have to get a JOB AND LEARN TO DRIVE. UGHHHGHHGINBOJNGOENGOEINGOIENGOI BUT today I got to eat yummy yummy chicken and ric.e. mmyhhghhhh hh and yeah. i have literally nothing to update today sorry :(

What a day today... I TOOK MY ANOREXIA EPIPEN (wegovy) YESTERDAY SO I FEEL SICK TODAY SIGH... But it's okay becuase I get to ask my brother to do the dishes for me. Today I got to eat buldak before taking a mini nap, weird how tired this shot makes me feel... BULDAK IS SO YUMMY BY THE WAY. I LOOOVE BULDAK. IT'S SOOO YUMMY But OMG it's so so so so spicy it's SOOOOO SPICY AHHH AHHWHGHHHGHGHSHSH BUT because I eat it a lot my spice tolerance has went up! Making it easier for me to eat it and go yummy yummy. ANYWAYS. WHAT ELSE HAS HAPPENED. YESTERDAY THERE WAS A HUUUGE THUNDERSTORM RIGHT AFTER I UPDATED?!?! IT WAS CRAZZZYYY AND SUPER LOUD AND KINDA SCARY. So loud it picked up on my mic while I was calling with some friends!! HOW SCARY.

ANYWAYS... CURRENTLY WATCHING MY FRIEND PLAY DELTARUNE CUZ WE GETTING NEW CHAPTERS TODAY AHHHH.... deltarune is so cool i LOOOVE SUZIE... she is so me irl. I don't really have much interesting to post 2day sigh... other than I feel kinda yucky and stuff and allat jazz.!.!>!>>.,, Later when dinner is done (which I'm just eating some potatoes due to calorie limit and because everything else made today is yucky) I'm gonna rewatch a ton of ii... I LOVE INANIMATE INSANITY.. IT'S ONE OF MY FAVVOOORIITE PIECES OF MEDIA TO EVER LIVE LALALALA. I could go on and on about it honestly.

Yknow despite the images of fan plastered all over my website and stuff, he isn't my favorite character. He's just the one I relate to the most. My favorite is actually Paintbrush, and GOD they are the hottest inanimate insanity character easily. My friends bully me for having such a fat crush on them but I really can't help it, everything about them is just... the best really. I would do unspeakable things to them that aren't really appropriate for this blog. On another note, I just like the bright lights team in general. I love their dynamic really, and I love how close they all are to each other.

Yknow, sometimes I wonder what writing direction inanimate insanity would of went if they never made season 3 when they did. also can I just say the SEASON 3 HATE IS SO FORCED ONLINE?? People are so mean about everything object show related that comes out... But yeah, I feel like the them being created by mephone wouldn't of hit as hard as it did if they did it way back then. I'M SO EXCITED FOR SEASON 4 THOUGH WHEN IT COMES OUT... I'M GONNA SEE THE SECOND EPISODE LIVE!! but yeah. that's kinda it for 2day. not much else to update on :P.

HI GUYS.. today was.. a day. I mean it's only like 3 P.M. meaning theres still some left to it but whatever else happens today I'll update tomorrow.. SPEAKING OF THAT, I HAD STUFF HAPPEN AFTER I FINISHED UP WITH THE BLOG YESTERDAY! OKAY SO I made this really good chicken parm and gnocchi and apparently my family thought it was like resteraunt quality which was weird because it was great value gnocchi and a sauce that was 90% garlic. Ok well that's a lie, but it did have a lot of garlic. It was like. A jar of alfredo, a TIIINNYYY bit of tomato sauce, and 2 WHOLE HEADS OF GARLIC?!?!?! Oh along with a ton of seasonings, imo sauce cans/jars are kinda bland by themselves DX. AND THEN WHEN MY MOM CAME HOME SHE GAVE ME A STRAWBERRY MILKSHAKE?!?!? Strawberry Milkshakes are genuinely my all time favorite drink like. EVER!!! AND IT WAS SO YUMMYYYY I DRANK IT AND PASSED OUT IMMEDIATELY. AHH. AHHHH.... ANYWAYS. that was pretty good. Oh, and yesterday I also found this one drawing on twitter of Fan II and it just feels like me IRL. Fan II more like.. uhm..ME!!! ITS MEEEE!!! The art is by swoo0zy on twitter fyi GO FOLLOW THEM AHH.

ok.. onto today.. TODAY WAS...GOOOOODDD..? QUESTION MARK? It was okay. I went to walmart, and was able to buy groceries with my mom and stuff. I got a 5 back of buldak carbonara there which are some of my favorite noodles ever and I ALSO got to eat mcdonalds. I like getting the $5 meal deal cuz I get to have a whole chicken sandwich, 4 chicken nuggets, a small fry, and a small drink ALL FOR $5 DOLLARS... THAT'S THE PERFECT AMOUNT OF FOOD AND LIKE ok not including the drink bc that's different for everyone that's like 700 calories which depending on who you are ISN'T THAT BAD... I eat about 1,000 a day which I KNOW IS NOT GOOD SHHHH SHHHHHHHHHHHH... BUT still the meal made me full and I like mcdonalds chicken. SO IT'S A WIN FOR MEEEEEEEEEE... My mom's making chicken enchiladas for dinner which I don't like BUT IT'S OKAY BECAUSE SHE'S MAKING BEANS WITH IT AND I GET TO HAVE A BEAN BURRITO... Very yummy.

Ok onto the not so fun part of this day... this morning I felt like. a really weird and gross pain in my entire abdomen which SUCKED. It was like. really sharp and it wouldn't go away so I went to talk about it to two of my friends and they just didn't take it seriously?? They just went "It's probably because you don't eat!!!" and when I was like "I do eat??" they were like "Yeah sure buddy." and like. Wow okay. and then they just ignored me and sent these stupid fucking emojis and it took me talking about vomiting blood for it to be taken seriously. it felt like they were treating me as a joke and that wasn't really. Good. felt like shit NGL!!!! And the vomit thing sucks even worse because I have emetophobia! DX. NOT REALLY A GOOD DAY. But, I got to go to walmart so that was fun ig. I like going to walmart, normally I go into their electronic section and stare at the vinyls but my mom sent me on 3 million sidequests to get stuff around the store for her today so I didn't have the time...DX But it's fine I guess. I got mcdonalds out of it.

I'm like kinda wondering about that sharp pain this morning, it's like. What was that. It's gone now but I'm scared of it coming back??? IT HURT LIKE REALLY BAD omgomg... OK. OKOK I SHOULD BE FINE THOUGH. I'll get thru dis!! XD. I plan on watching another object show soon though, I've watched tons.... I GOTTAAAA GET THROUGH MORE.. But instead all I do is rewatch Inanimate Insanity over and over again... OH SPEAKING OF INANIMATE INSANITY... ON AUGUST 3RD I'M GOING TO THE MEETUP!!! I'M SOOOO SOO EXCITED I'M GONNA BUY EVERYTHING. I heard Jazzy Oliver (Paintbrush's VA) is going to the LA ones which is the one I'm going to so... I wonder if I can get her to sign my Paintbrush plush? XD I HOPE. BUT... I'm currently getting called for din din so I guess I'm gonna end this here.

HELLLOOOOOOOOOO EVERYBODY... Currently only 12:09 P.M... AND TODAYS BEEN A GOOD DAY SO FAR. I have to make dinner tho cuz it's monday.. DX. BUT I'm not complaining, it's fun to cook imo. Tonight I think imma make sum chicken parm because that is easy to cook B). Maybe some other stuff to go with it, my brothers gonna walk to the store to get some breadstix later :O hopefully that goes well because it's like.. EIGHTY DEGREES TODAY.. so hot...

TODAY I HAD THERAPY... I mean, every other monday I do. We talked about my ISSUES because I'm what losers call "mentally ill" DX. BUT she was very obsessed with my hair today, so that was cool. Probz cuz I cut it short since the last time I saw her...:/. I HATED MY LONG HAIR THOUGH!!! It took like 30 bajillion pounds of soap to wash correctly and I hated brushing it and HOW DO PEOPLE TAKE CARE OF IT NORMALLY.... ANYWAYS. AFTER THERAPY I couldn't get a ride home so we went to Taco Bell, specifically the Taco Bell my mom works at but she wasn't in today because she was like a whoooole city away!!! ORIGINALLY WE WERE GONNA WALK HOME FROM THERE TOO BUT HER COWORKER GAVE US A RIDE SO THATS AWESSOOOOMMMMEEEE... I ended up eating nachos :3 and my BROTHER got chicken nuggets!!! Those are cool, but like the nacho fries or wtvr they are like... limited but not really?? They come and go.

ANYWAYS.. ITS MONDAY MEANING IT'S TIME FOR AN ALBUM AND A MOVIE OF THE WEEK... this weeks album is...

THE BLACK PARADE BY MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!! One of my favorite albums honestly, I LOOOOVE Gerards vocals on literally all of his songs. I have this album on CD actually :O. Personally, my favorite track on the entire album is "This is how I dissappear". Idk what it is but it just sticks with me honestly. I'm also a big fan of "Welcome to the Black Parade" because that is like... THE MCR song ever. I get called emo all the time tho for listening to this... DX NOT REALLY THAT AWESOME HONESTLY. BUT IT'S FINE EMO PEOPLE ARE COOL I looooovvveee the style. BUT BACK TO THE ALBUM!!!!! THIS ALBUM HAS BROUGHT ME IMMENSE JOY I love the messages it brings honestly.

now the movie!!! This weeks movie is.....

SCREAM (1996). EASILY A CLASSIC HORROR MOVIE/SLASHER. I love the satire on other horror movies it brings, like, it KNOWS what it is and it runs with it LOL...... Also can I just say this movie is genuinely just iconic. One of my favorites for sure! Plot is solid, characters are solid, ghostface as a killer is just iconic honestly... Not really much negative about it. If I had to point out one thing I didn't like though, it would be the pacing...? I don't know what it is but it feels a bit off to me :( I can't pinpoint it tho.. SO I STILL THINK ITS GOOD....

now that those are out of the way... Time for me to draw!! Probably like. some inanimate insanity stuff XD. The easiest thing for me to draw EVER is object show stuffz...

YAY.. I finally got this website working! I've been wanting to make a website/blog with complete control over it, and while I already had a strawpage neocities was calling out to me... NOT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT!

I'm so excited to finally blog about things, It's like an online journal or something I guess. SOMETHING to update whatever poor soul out there cares... XD. ANYWAAYS! Not much to say today other than I'm sooo happy I finally got this part of the website working and I'm ready to get the rest of it up and running too! I kinda need more ideas though, I only got this and a commission info page in mind... DX. Maybe an art gallery or something.

It's like 1 PM though... DX I'm probably gonna spend my entire day on this website! My goal is to have it done by tomorrow so I can do a movie and album of the week on a monday but... it's whatevr. I'LL FIGURE SOMEEEETHING OUT. YAYYY